complicated simplicity

the wkend is over again. n this is one of the most unproductive wkends EVER...wif all those things on hand. but aniwaes. i loved 2dae! no pics though. lets start from the very beginning...of today.

9.06am Mama: *high pitch voice* MINMIN QI LAI LE. JIU DIAN LE.
me: (OMG WTH..) *to myself* wa lau tsk. sian

ever had someone scare u awake? when ur sleeping nice n sound n suddenly *HIGH PITCH VOICE* n u juz wake up so suddenly like..i duno. how do u describe that. like when ur watching a horror movie n theres those damn eerie music behind n u noe the ghost is about to appear, u anticipate but still when it appears u still sorta get the shock of ur life n u jump up involuntarily? yeah. dats how it feels. cuz after that u feel ur heart pumping so fast n hard it juz feels unpleasant. hmm. not exactly the word im looking for though. cant think of anithing else.

O.K. so nx. wake up blah blah blah blah blah..fast forward.

10.56am me: Pa, can u fetch me to the MRT station.
Dad: where u going? how bout ur lunch? (obviously not listening to a word i said during breakfast. cuz i already explained where i was going, why, wif who, all the details n he was there. its juz about max 1m apart. see. nobody listens to the MIDDLE CHILD. )
blah blah blah blah blah, explain all over again.

11.10am *Boarded the train*

the timing thing is getting tiring. ok so basically i juz went for lunch at Dragon Gate Restaurant, Harbourfront Centre wif honey n his 2 sisters, n their honeys. we had DIMSUM. something i wanted to eat for SOOOO LOOONG. finally. its horrifying the way my honey orders food. they went down the whole list in the menu (lucky there were only about 35? 40 dishes?) and one by one they decide HOW MANY to order. n u see, dim sum comes in "long" its like a standard serving amt. like the most popular dishes, siew mai n ha gao, its one "long" each. which is like 4 dumplings per person. so its already 8 dumplings, plus, loads of others, loads more, loads more and then we come to the dessert. trust me, its really a lot.

DESSERT
ahh. my favourite part of a meal. i believe we've heard of Honeydew Sago? popular cold dessert? i think theirs was watermelon sago. its nice too! puts a beautiful colour into the dish. but instead of sago they used something else. like those tadpole-egg looking seeds they put into those koniyaku jelly? yeah. so its a bowl full of that. wait. did i juz sae a bowl? cuz i believe we ordered enough for more than 12 servings to share among the 6 of us. NO thats not the end. we had about 2 bowls each, and after a while, ordered another 1 bowl each. so we ate about 3 full bowls of dessert after all those dumplings. gosh where did all the food go...

CLEARING ALL THE FOOD
we've come to this part. we're all very full but theres still quite an amount of food on the table. not wanting to waste, we decided to clear the food. VOLUNTEERS? no way. so 6 of us cai quan to finish up all the food. u noe the er, game u play using ur hands.......the 5, 10, 15 thingy. wadeva it is. the point is we managed to finish up the food. ya honey made me eat quite a bit huh, nvm its u who's gonna havta marry me aniwaes. HAHAHA. EHEM. this wasnt easy, but it was really fun.

btw, if u really like dim sum u can try going there its not bad actually. i'd give it 3.5 stars out of 5. its a buffet eat-all-u-can thing. well the service there isnt up to the acceptable standard i say. rude aunty. CL2. thats wad it said on her "name tag". and CL's suppose to stand for wad?? they all hav CL followed by a number on their tags. CL = cleaner?!?! hmm.

generally, lunch was great. food n fun!

nx we decided to watch a movie. I WANNA WATCH DISTURBIA! no we didnt watch dat. we decided between Simpsons and Alone. i believe everyone noes who the Simpsons are. Alone is a Thai horror movie, the director of Shutter (one of the most horrifying movies i've seen in my life). we decided to watch horror. it was bout 1hr b4 the movie starts after we bought the tix so we went shopping!

SHOPPING
YES bought new shoes! its becoming a habit of mine to buy a pair of new shoes, wear it immediately and throw the old one away. cuz the old shoes always pisses me off by being too "gripless" or giving me to much pain. shoes are suppose to protect our feet, i dun see y we havta put up wif so much pain. pretty shoes! its the FIRST TIME EVER honey said their nice. WOOOO. cuz most of the time its "ok la". he said THEIR NICE. hahahaha!! and i went to my fav store. GIORDANO. its the only place that sells plain clothing. most other places sells complicated looking clothes. they can be nice, but im too fat to look nice in it. so i need plain simple looking clothes. hahaha. i bought 1 top. what an achievement! considering i really DO NOT buy much things u noe. i dun really shop. although i think of it most of the time cuz im always wearing the same things. YES its always the same juz of a different colour. courtesy of Giordano. felt so generous after that. if honey were to find a jacket he wanted, 80% chance i would hav bought it for him. provided it looks nice. to me. hahaha. sadly, he didnt find it. haiz~ (didnt u realise i kept asking u to go look at the jacket?!?!?! TSK stupid shop ZAO FAN AH)

MOVIE
half of it i was covering both my ears n one of my eyes. HAHAHA. dun ask me y but seeing wif one eye is less scary than two......not like that makes any sense. HAHAHA. but ok im a very jumpy person. jump at every little thing n luffing to myself. total madness. poor honey had to put up wif all my nonsense. hahaha! poor honey also got the stinkiest seat. gosh. the previous person muz hav done something on that seat, rubbing his sweaty wadeva against the seat. it smells horrible. or mayb its juz the guy behind...i wonder...

HOME
had to buy food for my Princess. took a while to decide where to get the food n how to get home wif all that food (plus i had to carry my shopping stuff too). honey, as usual, hypnotised me wif his magical powers n made me go buy the food at Hougang Mall and take a cab back after that. its the wkends aniwaes, no surcharge. =) bought loads of food for my Princess which will last about a month or two. juz realise having a Princess at home is really quite unfriendly to my wallet. and just might burn a hole in my pocket. its $60 bucks worth of food!!! and thats with discount. lucky im a member. if not its $70++. ARGH. the things i do for loove...

YESTERDAY
we hav come this far so y not go on? had dinner at Spagaddies. not sure if its spelt right. i LOVE their FIVE CHEESE PIZZA. oooo. cheese cheese and more cheese. its just soooooo yummie!! had so much food it was filled right up to my oesophagus. wow.

all food and no exercise makes me a fat darzy.

foot note. even after 3 years, we're still one loving couple. I LOVE THAT! MUACKS!

~You're every minute of my everyday~

alternative transport

after months n months of throwing money away n dragging myself to SSDC, n a sleepless night ytd, i finally PASSED MY PRATICAL DRIVING TEST! HAHAHA. finally got my licence. AT LAST! muahahaha. no more being bullied by stupid taxi uncles n stupid ppl acting blind who love to STROLL right infront of the car even though they see it coming towards them. cuz dats wad ssdc cars always sae. L plate tells them they can juz cross without worrie. HMPH. if i get my hands on another car..i make sure they die from shock.

as for programming. its sure to fail. but wadeva. at least i didnt fail the $100+++ test. stupid still need to pay for applying licence. $50 for a piece of plastic. but lucky. the price didnt increase even though got gst hike. if not i'll grumble. hahaha.

made a fren after passing. cuz apparently we're the 2 out of 7 person who passed the driving test. LOL man. hahaha! 1st attempt somemore. but she drove an auto. we both got 16 points. HAHAHA. lucky i passed. lol.

last night was so horrible!!! kept waking up n its so damn difficult to go back to slp. n even when i can go back to slp the only thing in my mind is driving car. i think i even dreamt i was driving. its so horrible. nightmare i shld sae. its all over now. WOOHOO!!

who sae women r not gd drivers. HMPH! 1st attempt ok!

~Luck rocks!~

may luck be wif me

yes. promised to tell about nice shows. hav not done that for quite long time. but considering i only get to work 3 times per month........cant complain bout the pay. but hav no other choices since parents dun like me to work.

Happy Asian Boys 3. this is an interesting show actually. well its about gays. not sure if it reflects reality, but it shows how the government tries to 'pretend' to accept gays but actually they r not. it actually has a few love stories inside it, rather touching. another show wif perfect english. good show *claps claps*.

so lucky to hav worked during the gala night. although this time there werent those mediacorp artists, Sebastian Tan was there! but for certain reasons, either his smile-less face..or something to do wif wad i posted in the previous post, the part bout viewing only the negativity of OTHER men, my gagameter for him has fallen significantly. damn. stupid guy, cant he juz smile. HAHAHA. wadeva. no celebraties, only drama artists. yep.

i juz need all the luck in the world now. n hope i can slp well cuz tml is a long, LONG day. so gonna fail programming. once again i havta sae this line, although i always sae dat n it seldom happens, but this time i dun mind failing this (even if its a big chunk of the module, 40%!) as long as i dun fail the other one. so hoping to blog about it tml. juz hope the 2 words I PASSED! is possible in tml's post. if not, u shld noe wad happened. WISH ME LUCK!

~LucklUckluCklucK~

another love story

lets talk about what is on my mind lately. i realised how being emotional is actually not a good thing. emotional is ok, i mean overly emotional. imagine this. i teared because from his touch i felt pain. ironically, i've always thought how nice it would be if he could juz sayang me. he of course is my honey. mayb it was because of wad we we're talking about? dun think he realised it i turned away before my cheeks got wet. its a small matter. but the pain i felt was a little intense. i guess this is what we r about. i cant sae this is wad love is about, cuz love is undefinable by words, cliche..by true. things r so stable between us now. loads of bickering but all of which only lasts a few seconds. so afraid of looking into the future without him animore. his the one for me so much so every other guy's character, behaviour disgusts me a lot.

but then again. who noes? there still might b a chance i might read this post a few years down the road n luff at the silly, "teenager in love" statments when everything i tot would happen changes. dun understand y love is so important to me. all the quizzes that claims will show what is most important to me, showed me that love is in fact the one thing in my life i cant live without. its like the top most thing i care about. carrer n everything else stays below it. gosh i dun understand y.

also. look at the iq test result. 137? genius? oh plz. i cant even score A's. so that means i've gotta be the stupidest genius? oh wadeva. or mayb theres juz something quizzes hav against me. giving me all the nonsensical results. anithing is fine...

next. i dun seem to hav as much patience as i use to hav? for the stupid smart duty 2dae. i had to sit there n wait for stupid semi-finals judges to arrive, n i had to give them their name tags n a free gift thingy. so, i waited for who noes how long...must hav been a couple of hrs, n one of the lecturers came n tell me the judges r already in the lec hall. so my job was redundant? i shldnt even hav gone to sch. waste of my time, sitting there wasting my life away. sux. such unorganized crap. i swear this is the last smart duty im going to do. pissed me off so much i cant believe i got that pissed off. make me wait for nothing while i see other helpers going home. wth man. how can they ever compensate me wif my loss of time. such unproductive nonsense, such crap.

n to the person who stole my darling sony thumbdrive. may death befall on u. anitime soon. for being such a dishonest piece of shit. i hope u lose ur thumbdrive, n not eva getting it back, n at the same time, ur com will crash n u'll lose everything thats precious to u in that com. yeah. lets see YOU redo ur projs, n try desperately to get back the same things u stored. lets see you do that. what colour shld the msg be if its a msg from death? hmmm...

last but not least, one of the most comical videos i've seen, is the one by steven lim. check out xiaxue's blog. its inside. it not only trains ur hearing as u havta figure out wad his trying to sae, it trains ur tolerance. err. thats cuz his too thick skin...n keeps complimenting himself...which is...juz go see for urself. its comical, really. if he really did shape eyebrows, i really dun mind letting him do my eyebrows. i mean, that guy has to b good in something somehow rite? oh ya, check out his blog too, he has an advert to declare his search for a stead...yeah a guy that GOOD looking, really needs a better advertisement to..erm..sell himself..to someone. yeah.

oh man i feel so mean. absolutely mean.

just when u think this is a little too much love for u to handle, heres more.

Honey, I love you.

theres so much in these 3 words, however it can never come out right in words. if action speaks louder than words, im going to speak to u in the most booming voice u will ever hear.

Ai ni.

~cliche~

life of a busy 19year old

ahh. hav not been here for quite some time. n wad a nice thing to show to greet my fellow readers who probably think this blog is already abandoned ages ago. so aniwaes. sooooo many things i wanted to blog about but most of the time lazy to talk about so just forget about it. yeah. ok tatas!

~minutes to midnight ROCKS BIG TIME~