troublesomeness
had been a long not so pleasant day.
woke up to mama's super angry voice n then..caning sounds. i HATE and TOTALLY CANOT STAND that kind of sound. i duno y but i used to start crying when i hear it even though im not the one getting it. HAHAHAHA. so now i juz block my ears as much as i can. n theres 1 thing i can never understand. my neighbour's mama said it so damn often n 2dae i heard my mama said it. i can never understand y they whack more cuz the child cry n while they whack they ask the child to stop crying..!? I DUN GET IT. am i going to get dat insane as well..? i really hope not.....REALLY. but then again..i cant stand the sound i dun even think i'd b able to do it. i'll end up crying. HAHAHA. imagine dat. LOLS
den dat plus my papa shouted at me to pack my clothes when i was already folding them...-.-" juz cuz he n my mama fought. WAD nothing to shout about muz come n shout at me?! I JUZ WOKE UP LA. in one of the most irritating ways. thanks lor. made me wan to juz change n get out of the hse. but..dun hav dat much courage ah. think only.
then work. kept thinking how much time im wasting there. i cant study!!! =( so i made my students practice n practice while i TRY to read a few lines from my txtbk. obviously that failed. cuz they will lose count la or play wrong note den it triggers my ears. den my very natrual reaction is to sae "EH check ur left/right hand.. something is not right ah." or "F sharp!! B flat!!" or things like.. "ur counts ah. count properly". or "read the notes carefully dun juz anihow play ok. if it sounds wrong check again." HAHAHAHA. how to study liddat. =
den comes the replacement lessons i havta make for my students juz cuz i screwed something up. AH. dun even wan to mention it. IT SUX. damn.
on a random note. my student searched for me on facebk. LOLS. my sec 1 boy ask me if i hav facebk. i said ya n he said no wonder he found my name. -.-" HAHAHA.
n sooo..my long long day ends i juz got a little too cranky n sorta unknowingly vent my frustrations on mr.l. im sorrie i shldnt hav done dat... i didnt mean it. haiz. i think i better do some anger/stress management esp now dat everything is so crammed up. b4 i kill someone. hahahahahaha!
pray for a better tml. n an excellent monday nite. n a great thursday nite. n a nice 16apr. n a wonderful wonderful 17apr. and hope the nx 2wks after dat breezes through wif no stress.
then comes 9may probably? watch the last show of tian leng?! PLSSSSSSSSS!!!
woke up to mama's super angry voice n then..caning sounds. i HATE and TOTALLY CANOT STAND that kind of sound. i duno y but i used to start crying when i hear it even though im not the one getting it. HAHAHAHA. so now i juz block my ears as much as i can. n theres 1 thing i can never understand. my neighbour's mama said it so damn often n 2dae i heard my mama said it. i can never understand y they whack more cuz the child cry n while they whack they ask the child to stop crying..!? I DUN GET IT. am i going to get dat insane as well..? i really hope not.....REALLY. but then again..i cant stand the sound i dun even think i'd b able to do it. i'll end up crying. HAHAHA. imagine dat. LOLS
den dat plus my papa shouted at me to pack my clothes when i was already folding them...-.-" juz cuz he n my mama fought. WAD nothing to shout about muz come n shout at me?! I JUZ WOKE UP LA. in one of the most irritating ways. thanks lor. made me wan to juz change n get out of the hse. but..dun hav dat much courage ah. think only.
then work. kept thinking how much time im wasting there. i cant study!!! =( so i made my students practice n practice while i TRY to read a few lines from my txtbk. obviously that failed. cuz they will lose count la or play wrong note den it triggers my ears. den my very natrual reaction is to sae "EH check ur left/right hand.. something is not right ah." or "F sharp!! B flat!!" or things like.. "ur counts ah. count properly". or "read the notes carefully dun juz anihow play ok. if it sounds wrong check again." HAHAHAHA. how to study liddat. =
den comes the replacement lessons i havta make for my students juz cuz i screwed something up. AH. dun even wan to mention it. IT SUX. damn.
on a random note. my student searched for me on facebk. LOLS. my sec 1 boy ask me if i hav facebk. i said ya n he said no wonder he found my name. -.-" HAHAHA.
n sooo..my long long day ends i juz got a little too cranky n sorta unknowingly vent my frustrations on mr.l. im sorrie i shldnt hav done dat... i didnt mean it. haiz. i think i better do some anger/stress management esp now dat everything is so crammed up. b4 i kill someone. hahahahahaha!
pray for a better tml. n an excellent monday nite. n a great thursday nite. n a nice 16apr. n a wonderful wonderful 17apr. and hope the nx 2wks after dat breezes through wif no stress.
then comes 9may probably? watch the last show of tian leng?! PLSSSSSSSSS!!!
~snap ur fingers~
posted by Shumz @ 11:35:00 PM
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