Wonderwall

You and I should get away for awhile I just want to be alone with your smile Because when I'm with you there's nothing I wouldn't do I just want to be your only one I'm grasping out at straws thinking back to what I saw My love life was getting so bland Sometimes I want to take my toaster in the bath Is this going to be the end?

Thursday, June 29, 2006

you can't always get what you want

You were the first real love I ever had
And all the things I ever said
I swear they still are true
For no one else can have the part of me I gave to you

I couldn't really blame you if you turned and walked away
But with everything I feel inside,
I'm asking you to stay


2dae is like. i've got no idea wad word i can use to describe. morning n sch is ok not bad. quite a few luffs here n there as usual, nv suck like hell. during sch so excited can! talking bout going candy's hse stay try chiong project after the guangyang sec thingy. den also tot bout going sch 2gether on sat morning. slp over so fun rite!!

now, the super anti-climax. the spoiler, as usually, dun let me go. dun like me go other ppl's hse stay. fine lor. gd. all the plans GONE. emulsified, effervescented, gone gone gone. wadeva lor. sux. spoiler jiu shi spoiler. nv fail to live up to the name. SUX.

had a $1 hamburger for dinner. tot my maid will noe i wun come home for dinner on thurs de. fine, since she duno, den i havta eat. wad time le i also not hungry, always muz force feed myself. SUX. unwanted dinner lor. ppl complain no food to eat i complain too much. haiz~ i dun mind donating my food to those who need it lor.

I like dreamin'
Closing my eyes and feeling fine
When the lights go down
I'm holding you so tight
Got you in my arms
And it's paradise 'til the morning light

cant believe im actually blasting oldies. but they're nice! the lyrics mean a lot actually, so sweet, romantic. theres songs for everything lor, even breakups. so sad!!! haiz~ let's just kiss and say goodbye. haiz~

friggin big beetle juz attacked me. disgusting piece of shit. am not happy le so dun disturb me. HMPH. tml is a very long dae n sat too. haiz~ tml is from 10am to 9pm. leave home at 8.30am, reach home bout 10pm. SUX.

enuff le. am bored bout so much crap so ya. try stuff the food down my throat.

~I say love, it is a flower, and you its only seed.~

Wednesday, June 28, 2006

a wednesday

2dae is fun, but i'll keep things short. sch is ok, had the smart YES briefing, no biggie. not going to complain im gonna havta reach sch at 7.45am this sat. wad im actually here about, is my baozy. hahaha!

went to find him after sch 2dae, bring him go see sinseh cuz his foot ar, TSK spoil. tell him go see doc a million times le, nag like hell he months later den go see. got accupuncture also, DAMN CUTE LOR!! HAHAHA!! super adorable.


his poor left wrist stabbed by the evil needle. but at least got to see his cute cute face, so twisted, cuz he sae it feels weird. HAHAHA. adorable. wanted to take a pic of his damn cute face but he dun wan let me take, so this is the bez i got.

act de lor, juz wan look nice cuz i told him i going put his face on my blog. zhen shi de. no fun. hahaha!

lastly, his farnie face wif his whole left arm stuck at the same position.


aint my honey bunny adorable?! hahaha!

juz realise i've been wearing a watch that costs 120 euro dollars. convert it urself. EX CAN. gosh.

ok continue wif my baozy aka mr.b. walked around heartland mall for fun, juz look around. was still thinking of whether we should sign up for the m1 plan. it ends on fri lor the promo. haiz~ not much time left, but really feel like signing up for it like now. hahaha! $$$ is a problem. ooo..mayb i should sell my watch! hahaha! get back 100 euro. but too bad, is my bdae prezzie from my papa dearest. hahaha!

ok, so after walking around n stuffs, went his hse take a nap. we 2 damn tired lor cuz slp late ytd nite. only got bout 4hrs of slp. den had dinner, slack a bit, n went home. he sent me home. we took 72 to yck n 265 to my hse. i didnt feel like going home so early so we went to walk around my neighbourhood n chatted bout stuffs. after walking still didnt talk enuff, so we sat on the pavement near my hse to chat.

we left his hse at bout 8.30pm n i got home at about 10.30pm. hahaha! a bit nuts, not very nuts la. hahaha.

to my one n only baozy dearest: NO COLD DRINKS FOR U! DOCTOR'S ORDER! sayang hor, guai listen to doctor. muamuackx! hahaha!

~i hope the night would never end, but we don't have a choice~

Sunday, June 25, 2006

its a season to be jolly...YAAAA..as if

im going to fail the damn ecm le. hav not touched it at all lor. so ya, have been mostly slacking all dae these daes, n wishing slacking daes nv ends. so sian sia!

had nice american food for lunch. had grilled chicken covered in melted cheese and some sauce, a little too salty but it tastes nice. the fries were sprinkled wif a kind of spices, tastes good. also had this hotdog wrapped in crispy bacon n covered wif melted cheese. also kinda salty but it tastes ok. hmm, damn full after lunch, but overall it was good i guess. the stall has a cute name. botak something, n it sells american food. cute..hahaha!

mr.b came n we were suppose to sit down n study, but ended up fiddling wif loads of things. mr.b needed to use the spss program, n his laptop is damn laggy, so i had to find it for him n install it n stuffs. ma huan sia. zhen shi de. hahaha! yaya! we went shopping for some stuffs in ntuc 2gether. so fun sia. hahaha! he almost bought that big pink bear for me, the one i always hug when i see it. that pink bear is so cute! its big enuff to hug me back lor. hahaha! adorable.

after we're done, we came back to my hse n sat n i fiddled wif my com a lot more. we sat bside each other n chatted online wif each other cuz bored i guess? hahaha. farnie..downloaded winamp! yeah! love winamp. windows media player sux lor. its functions r so, limited somehow, juz le will v fan lor. had pizza for dinner! yeah, finally, my cheesy lava. YUMMIEE LOR. had so much cheese 2dae, so fattening, but dun care. *sniff sniff* who am i kidding la!!! EVERYONE noes im fat, so much cheese is, SO SINFUL, wads more i had CHOCOLATE!! my fav! cadbury old jamaica rum 'n' raisins. heavenly.......

trying to d/l a nice looking skin for my winamp now, but cant find anithing! used to hav so many nice stuffs to d/l but now?!?! nothing looks nice. got bout 3000+ of songs, but mostly old songs. hahaha! listen until siao. not bad ar, hahaha!

school sux!! oh no!! dun wan to go sch!! xams r coming liao le lor. sianz~ everybody jia you!! i'll b behind u all help u all jia you de. hahaha! literally bhind, so JIA YOU EVERYONE!

great, juz realised MA test is like, coming tues. dun even noe wad the hell its done, cuz its the same as the quiz we r given. wth sia. freaks. am so dead, die le die le. DIE LE LA. sianz.

~kiss and say goodbye~

love life by filling it with love not hate

haiz~ so sian. tml sch reopen liao le, budden i still haven finish the e-learning stuffs. hahaha! e-learning sux basically, i'd rather go back to school. theres a test on tue lor, n i haven even touched it yet. im so screwed, like totally.

xams r coming liao le. gotta study le lor. this yr sure die, i aim high but doubt i'll b aniwhere near my goals. the year juz started not long ago i skipped loads of lessons liao le lor. hmm..tons n tons of work not sorted out, dun understand, everything lagging bhind. YUCKS i hate this yr man.

i heard my cuzzie n his gf went australia!!! 2gether!!! my cuzzie juz got his driving license n he rented a car in australia lor. omg fun! he n his gf!! goshh..i want that too...hahaha! they went gold coast i think. hmm. gonna kill him when he comes back. go there nv tell me. im his fellow cuzzie lor! bad..hmph!

so waiting to go china, though will leave my dear mr.b bhind. would love to bring him along, stuff him in my suitcase, but we all noe thats nv going to happen. can only dream on lor. sad. juz saw him this morning, for like an hr or so, n i miss him so terribly le. how to go china liddat. hahaha. crazy girl. cant wait to see him tml! hahaha!

mondae is going to suck, i am so not going for piano lesson. programming, i think ask him give me another wk to do the e-learning la. if he dun allow den juz forgo wadeva marks that comes wif it lor. shitz.

love so totally grows man. when me n mr.b juz patched, anithing bout him n another girl didnt affect me, but as time went by, jealousy sets in. ok this is not called love, but sometimes it juz makes me think im nv good enuff lor.

duno y so emotional these daes, as usual, or mayb im juz liddat all along. watched reality tv n saw this programme that showed babies getting all those diseases n stuff, looking at them all borned so prematurely n hooked up to so many machines, juz so totally wanted to cry can. esp when i saw the parent stroking the baby, talking to the baby, telling the baby "be strong, dun be afraind, daddy is here". omg, so sad. haiz~ so small, so tiny, but go through so much pain. the baby i saw was only 24wks old! so tiny can! the daddy was alone cuz the mummy had to rest at home after the delivery. the daddy like so ke lian, so lonely, can see he needed someone to be there lor. reality tv is real la, the emotions r real n stuffs. see le heartache lor. haiz~

isit only through ppl's misfortune, we learn to appreciate wad we hav? ok, gotta go slp. so my honey bunny wun see a panda tml. hahaha!


~*muamuackx!* honey bunny!~

Friday, June 23, 2006

night cycling

went night cycling on 21st june reached parkway at bout 6+pm? went to look for candy n shuyi. was very excited actually, cuz didnt noe how bad it would be. GOSH! u'll nv understand how bad it was man. hahaha!

ok, so after a while of shopping n stuffs, went mac to meet the GL n other members. initially, wasnt allowed to change grps, was so upsetting can! but i guess they noe they canot make me change grp de lor, so, yeah, they juz left me where i was. hehehe! we had mac for dinner, wasnt hungry actually, so ate happy meal wif shuyi. got this toy that looks like a character from hamtaro, but it has a damn big head n a very small body. had cheese burger, a small coke, n apple dippers! the apple is sweet, very nice, but the sauce thingy they gave, is too thick n has this hmm..duno wad taste, didnt like it a lot, so juz ate the apple slices. so healthy..hahaha!

after dinner n some talking cock wif candy shuyi ng chow n yeow n the 2 GLs, we decided to go play pool. so farnie we follow the other 3 guys from our grp go up the escalator n down again, cuz we thought they knew where the pool place was. so aniwaes, when we finally found it, shuyi n candy grped 2gether, n me n chun yuan grped 2gether. chunyuan sae he duno how to play, he so taiko can! hahaha! same as me. we won the first round. hahaha! super farnie, candy n chunyuan like little children, running around trying to "chalk" each other, or something, so mad la. but really fun la. hahaha!

after that we all left for east coast. we gathered round a small circle to make frens with each other. er, dun remember the guys names, hahaha! so sorrie, except for the daniels the GLs, candy n shuyi. since when was i so bad with names?? muz b getting old. haiz~

sat around for quite a long time, we only left on our bikes at bout 10pm? primers ppl love taking photos. loads of it. hav not been exercising for a long time, n hav not been on a bike since, er..years? dun even remember the last time i was on a bike. so wells, thank god i still can cycle, turn right AND left. didnt fall k! almost crashed into yaohan though, cycle too close to each other cuz we tried to pass in between 2 barriers at the same time, so i screamed all the way. hahaha! its super hillarious me shuyi n candy entertained ourselves a lot, n i guess we did entertain the guys too. hahaha! cycling the changi area road was really really bad, so damn friggin tiring the first time, n gazillion times worse the second time. played 2 games on 2 different stop points, kena sabo cuz me shuyi n candy were the only girls. shuyi bez, played both games, so on ar! hahaha! thank god im like a 100kg. if not i may b in shuyi's place man. hahaha! sometimes, it does pay to be fat. hahaha!

n thanks to all my stored fats, created energy for me to cycle to the finish line. we passed changi village, wif all the transexuals, they really hav great bods n assets. they look damn chio n hot sia! one of the guys so despo keep wanting to see more of them...-_-" envious of their hot bods. haiz~ so sad i dun hav. we also passed old changi hospital, but didnt go in. the 3 guys wanted to go in la, so crazy. so we had our supper, nasi lemak, the rice was er..semi cooked, ate everything else but the chicken. need carbohydrates, not fats. so rice n chilli, egg n cucumber, no chicken. bsides, didnt feel like eating in the first place. so bad i waste food.

love my barocca! thanx to it, didnt havta bother bout weird tasting tap water. hahaha! on the journey back, OMG, horrible. my legs were like giving way, my hands were numb, n my shoulders felt like kena stabbed. but wad the heck, i cycled all the way. me shuyi n candy picked the wrong bikes sia. we took the bikes wif the smaller frame, which means smaller wheels. n its new. someone said new gears r??? more difficult or something?? wadeva la. didnt noe how the hell the gears thingy work, so i cycle 2-3 rounds = to other ppl cycle 1 round. so ppl use 1 unit of energy = i use 2-3 units of energy. how power were we sia. chunyuan said i look like i cycling china brand bike, cuz cycle alot but move very little. change gear le a bit better. wad the hell lor.

my main motivation for finishing the whole thing was...MR.B! hahaha. n myself, n my handphone in candy's care, at the finish line, since she took the safety vehicle. was damn noisy la, keep asking the daniels to lie to me the finishing line is in front. hahaha! they damn farnie pei he me sia. den i chiong past them. HAHAHA. should thank me also. i motivate them to go faster cuz i cycle in front of the guys, they dun wan to lose to a girl, so they zoom past me. good ar me! hahaha! when in east coast, cycling up the slope was like snail la, if i go ani slower i'll juz fall off lor. determination man!

and also...on my way to the finishing line, was at this section quite on my own, saw this old man in white hat, shirt n shorts. he saw me he lifted up his shirt, stuck his thumbs into his shorts, n he wanted to flash sia. GOSH. i looked away n he walked away. heard him shuffling his feet. YUCKS disgusting old man. im still alert k, despite being so drained of energy n stuffs. friggin hell.

so happy to finally reach the finish line. had a debrief, really didnt hav the strength to stand, almost fell. hahaha! den candy shuyi n i went to look for 7-eleven n a cab.

i took the cab to outram mrt station to go find mr.b early in the morning. reached his hse bout 7. i bathed while mr.b make breakfast for me. he cooked noodles. hahaha! n also made warm milo for me to drink. so sweet sia..hahaha! he said his mama made french toast for me. but after the noodles n milo all i had in mind was to go to sleep. hahaha. slp around 8+ till 11+am. didnt expect to wake up so early, so mr.b pulled me out to go walk walk. bought a drink, n newpaper. wasnt hungry so didnt buy lunch. got back to mr.b's hse n went to slp again. woke up the second time at 4pm. we were both hungry so went to buy lunch. couldnt decide wad to eat, so we went to buy rojak. NICE..the rojak there is really not bad. $5 me n mr.b share, eat till full. den went back to mr.b's room to lie down n talk. told him bout the whole night cycling thingy. hahaha! wanted to just stay there for the night, too tired n lazy to go home le. 6pm+ faster take cab go home.

slpt at 10+ 11pm. woke up a couple of times cuz mr.b sms me. den he call me after i reply. keep complaining im tired hahaha! remember he told me brazil won 4-1. duno against who. hahaha! bout 5am+ mr.b reminded me i havta do project in the morning, den i realised i haven set alarm clock. hahaha! amazing my mind still works at that point of time. faster set 9am n went back to slp. bout 7am+ received an sms from wy saying the project thingy is cancelled. so i removed the alarm n went back to slp. received another sms moments later, candy asking if its really cancelled, replied n went back to slp. bout 9am received sms from mr.b n i think he called? dun really remember. only remember me saying? or replying via sms to mr.b telling him i'll sms him when i wake up. den put my phone to silent mode. enuff of waking up halfway in my slp le. continue slping till 12pm+ den wake up. hahahaha!

ate my lunch after waking up and watched resident evil 2: apocalypse. niceeee. wanted to watch it when it came out in the cinema, but didnt hav the time to. its niceeee. after movie, here i am, blogging! hahahaha. end of about 2 and 1/4 days.

was asked if i'll go for night cycling again nx year. somethings experience ONCE is enough. agree wif wad shuyi said somewhere during the journy. we paid 10dollars to torture ourselves. hahaha! ok, a super long post le. byee!

~the human mind is amazing! push forward to see how far u can go~

Tuesday, June 20, 2006

beggar begging for money..

someone once said, a couple that survives 3 breakups will last forever. hmmmmm..*in deep thought*

have a bad feeling bout something, i duno wad, but it juz doesnt feel right. something is wrong. dun tell me im feeling insecure without money. -_-"

omg, tml got nightcycling. wonder who is going leh, dun even noe who in my grp. where my GL sia! nv tell me anithing! hmmm..hope tml's journey dun hav ani small small dangerous road, dun hav roads that needs me to turn left on my bike. YES I CANOT TURN LEFT. stop luffing, its not farnie. its one of my disabilities. AND! im in desperate need of money now. need to pay 10bucks for the thingy tml, n need some money for food n drink. i dun even hav 10cents! HELP! donate to the Poor Shumz fund. haiz~

ok, am hungry now. not VERY hungry, cuz at least juz now mr.b bought me food n drink. lucky got food to eat. saw my fav chocolate. no $$!!! sianz..no money really v sian leh. wan buy a lot things, but canot buy anithing at all. wan eat also no money. haiz~

tml is wed liao le lor, got test on tue, n stuffs to b done by mon, n i haven started. die le la, this yr is really so damn friggin bad sia. worse year of my life! things juz dun stop screwing up for me, cant even get myself to think straight sometimes, cant concentrate, gaining weight like nobody's prob, freaks la! wadeva the high above is trying to do to me, is nowhere near nice.

psychic. i juz read ppl a little too well sometimes. of all the things, hatered is the easiest to detect. love? i dun even noe wad isit. there will nv b a definition to love. how can it be defined? hatered, it seeps through ur skin, surfaces n forms an aura. no matter how great an actor/actress anione is, it can nv b hidden for long.

ok, so now i think something is not right, which means tml will not b a very gd dae. we shall see if im right again this time. was right the last few times, so i wonder...juz hope im wrong this time.

am hungry le la. haven eaten. shall go grab a bite. zai jian le

~No matter what they say, when it comes to love, nothing is impossible~

Monday, June 19, 2006

hows this? BORING...

another boring dae has passed. mr.b went to work 2dae, so i was at home slacking. he so bad! threaten me, sae if i dun do hw or study he get angry. good lor. hmph. was so nice to look for recipe for something so can cook let him eat, gd lor. threaten me liddat. dun let u eat jiu zhi dao ar! hahaha!

so boring, now waiting for game to load. came back from piano lesson at bout 9.15pm, n had my dinner. weird dishes lor, duno y suddenly all like nv eat b4 kind. hmmm..tastes kinda ok. had chocolate cake b4 i went out, n a cup of my famous cofilo. hahaha! invented it long, but juz named it seconds ago. aniwaes, juz ate an apple, n im still not full. wassup wif my stomach man, endless pit. tsktsktsk.

argh, its all so boring. hmm..i need a job that pays me on the spot. so super broke, n candy needs her money back. gosh,
rain some cash on me!!


okok, had this Dream 2dae, this morning, so super nice! er, sure it'll b lame to most ppl out there, but its soooo, dream come true. HAHA. dreamt dat me n mr.b taking first class on the plane 2gether. hahaha!! ya thats all. HAHAHA. duno going where n for wad, only noe we 2 v happy, smiling smiling n stuffs. hahaha! so nice to dream of mr.b. hahaha! its so super blessed to wake up smiling. if only i can wake up smiling everydae..........

one cute quote i found somewhere, DOES NOT BELONG TO ME, so soccer lovers/fans/whosoeva, dun kill me.


If God had wanted man to play soccer, he wouldn't have given us arms.
- MIKE DITKA, American football coach


ok thats all folks, till nx time, tatas.


~if its meant to be, its meant to be~

Sunday, June 18, 2006

<3 love is sweet

my papa woke me this morning. haiyo, shout shout shout, like i in army liddat. zhen shi de. had 3 tiny slices of mango and a cup of berocca for breakfast. was cheated again! papa mama said we were having dian xin for lunch 2dae, but in the end we ate porridge wif some veg n fish n tofu at home. mr.b came after lunch. mr.b used my com, n i went to nap cuz felt dizzy, thanx to stupid GA. wanted to watch House after that, but stupid dvd player suddenly spoil. dumb piece of metal. so end up watch on laptop. Dr. House is SO FARNIE, so sacarstic. MUZ WATCH! er, on cable AXN, duno when. i finished the 1st season le. waiting for the nx season to come out. its taking too long le! hmph!

went out for dinner again. went to some restaurant that sells hong kong food. had deer meat, some fried prawn covered in thousand island, san lao hor fun, lemon chicken n some sea cucumber stuff in claypot. food was ok la..soso. mr.b came along for dinner! hahaha! my honey bunny. so zhao gu me, my plate will nv b empty for more than 1min. till i had my fill. hahaha. after dat we walked to Dino. my XiAo DiNo's shop. ok lame. went there to buy CAKES! yUmMiEeE!! *smacks lips* bought durian well. waaa..its super nice. durian lovers MUST try this. n durian puffs. we almost bought a few of each different kinds of cakes they sell. i picked a chocolate cake n a brownie. CHOCOLATE! ahhh..chocolate my love. HAHAHA.

hmm..mr.b going work tml. how i will miss u so. hmmm. argh, piano lesson tml. sooo sian. im hungry now. hmm. ok can see i've run out of things to sae, or shall i say i dun remember wad i can and wan to sae. sooo, farewell y'all!


I still hear your voice when you sleep next to me,
I still feel your touch in my dreams. (my dreams)
Forgive me my weakness,
but I don't know why.
Without you it's hard to survive.

'Cause everytime we touch,
I get this feeling,
and every time we kiss,
I swear I can fly
Can't you feel my heart beat fast?
I want this to last,
need you by my side.
'Cause everytime we touch,
I feel the static,
and everytime we kiss,
I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat so?
I can't let you go,
want you in my life.

Your arms are my castle,
your heart is my sky.
They wipe away tears that I cry. (I cry)
The good and the bad times,
we've been through them all.
You make me rise when I fall.

'Cause everytime we touch,
I feel the static,and everytime we kiss,
I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat so?
I can't let you go,
want you in my life.


~When I Fall In Love, It Will Be Forever~

Saturday, June 17, 2006

fraction of the past 13 days...

howdy! its been YEARS since i last blogged. argh, for those who loyally visit my blog everydae or something liddat, sorrie la. me have been really bz, er, going out. as u can see, im a bz woman. desparately trying to get back what i lost, actually quite obsessed wif wad i hav now. hmm..not WAD actually is WHO.

yeps, i noe the news sure spread very fast de. me n mr.b are back 2gether again. 9th June again. this time, the 'b' in mr.b stands for BAOZY again! these daes, me n mr.b go out a lot a lot. both of us are SOOO broke, im left wif totally NO MONEY now, not a single cent, but me n mr.b still can go out. its only when u r so broke den u realise there r many things u can do even when ur super broke like me. this month i actually bought bus concession. n mr.b always buys bus concession. so we actually thought of juz travelling around Spore juz holding our ezlink cards. like see wad bus number happy juz board, dun care where its going. HAHAHA. sound v bo liao but actually v fun de k! dun believe nx time super broke like me n mr.b go try travelling around all over the shops. u'll b suprised where u may end up lor! also get to noe ur way around Spore, nx time drive around Spore wun get lost so easily. HAHAHA. wadeva lor grace. siao za bor.

my dear mr.b, falling sick liao le la! told u take care of urself dun wan listen to me. i always sae, bu ting wo er yan, chi kui zai yan qian. haiz~ zhen shi de. *bBish!!* these daes we kept thinking bout the past. not the PAST past, but the RECENT past. hmmm..reflections. guess i've just nv forgotten mr.b...ain't he a lucky man..HAHAHA

my papa n mama accepting mr.b again. they super hilliarious ytd can!! super farnie. i hear them talk i also luff. ytd nite family dinner, cuz my dearest papa juz came back from overseas. so we decided to eat SEAFOOD. *yumMms!* my papa ask me to ask mr.b along, but hor, my papa damn farnie. going 7pm liao den ask me ask him. zhen shi de. not like mr.b 24hr stand-by wait for them to call rite..zhen shi de. den my mama even farnier. mr.b sae his mama cook liao so muz guai guai eat at home. den my mama ask me to tell him to keep for nx dae. -_-?? they sound so despo to see him can. even i not as enthu as them sia. tsktsktsk. CRAZZZYYYY..hahaha! oh ya! my papa even offered to go hougang to fetch him lor! *shakes head* mr.b so xin fu. hahaha!!!

went long beach for dinner. at east coast. had loads of yummy food lor!! we had this thing called geoduck. its called the xiang ba bang. weird looking thing, had this 'trunk' thingy sticking out from its shell, hence the name 'xiang' as in 'elephant'. duno wad the hell 'ba' actually means, but wad the hell, that plate alone cost S$85!!! nuts. we also had mai pian xia! WA. didnt bother to de-shell the prawn at all, juz ate it. including the head n stuff. hahaha! so yummm! also had, CHILLI CRAB. waaaa...hahaha! wait for so long, finally got to eat this. budden!! didnt get to eat the pepper crab. haiz~ me n my kor so disappointed. we even wanted to juz da bao the pepper crab eat as supper. HAHAHA! er, hmm..had mee goreng, nothing interesting bout dat, dun remember wad else i ate? had yam paste wif ginko nuts for dessert. LOVE chinese tea. yeps, dun remember wad else i ate. HAHAHA! kai xin jiu hao. =D

eh..sharks, left wif 1 wk of holidae. im not done wif the stupid e-learning stuffs. so SIAN. piles of hw left n not even bothering to look at it. really wan sit down study, n go exercise to jian fei. this hols i've gained bout like 5kg ba. HAHAHA. seriously i need to go jian fei, but no motivation wad so eva. u see, im like garfield, fat n lazy. STUDY! EXERCISE! JIA YOU!

i wan to redecorate my room. its so totally full of junk! loads of stuff dun belong to me at all. POTS n PANS in their orginal boxes, NEW, UNUSED pots n pans are in my room. there r 2 cupboards, one belong to my maid, and 3/4 of the other one belong to my little bro. 1 WHOLE SHELF of books dat dun belong to me. the books belongs to my mama n some my little bro. a big toy box of old old toys dat nobody plays wif animore. a big piano, sadly im so clumsy, i always kick into the stupid piano chair. but seriously, its not that easy to avoid brusies when u come into my room, TOO MANY STUFF. not easy to walk at all. I WAN TO REDECORATE!

~shui hai ji de shi shui xian shuo yong yuan de ai wo. Baozy FINALLY ji de shi ta xian shuo yong yuan de ai wo!~

Monday, June 05, 2006

look! im back finally!

wow..its been so long since i last updated..so many things happening around me but no time to update. loads of tests n projects, everything i do now is mostly last min work n stuff. actually im in a test now, but well, we r not allowed to go so, here i am blogging. suppose to study for the test somemore, nv study, dun even noe got things to study lor. come here smile smile..but ok la, not many things based on theory, so quite ok ba i guess. hmmm

well i guess i've made up my mind, a confirm decision le. so evil but wad to do? cant expect me to one leg step 2 boats rite, dats even worse. haiz~ all those things bout not wanting anione to feel heartbroken again is my biggest wish, but in the end im the one who cause heartbreaks. wadeva lor grace.

hahaha, everyone blogging. so cute sia, even kelly in the other class also blogging. candy bside me also blogging. CUTE sia. hahaha! the test juz need 10mins to complete only, give us so much time, now all rotting here. n its quite cold too, lucky wearing jeans. sharks, later got FA lec, n the interview thingy. haiz~ confirm go out later, wif my lao gong, go far east shop shop. so damn friggin broke now so better control.

oo, muz b wondering bout how my chalet went rite? oh ya, u didnt even noe i got chalet, cuz i didnt update. paisae la, hahaha! ok, me, bout a bottle of jack daniel's whiskey. 40% alcohol. drank half of it, n was drunk. WOOHOO..finally i felt wad drunk feels like. so fun! now i understand y in the tv, the drunk ppl all like mad de. auto madness lor after drinking so much. shot after shot. SHUANG. warm warm de, den like drowsy feeling, but i knew wad was around me lor, i noe my surroundings ppl around me n wad i was doing, er..most of the time. hahaha!! dunch worrie bout me, im fine lor. yeps, well i think i went chalet juz to get drunk la, jie jiu xiao chou, everyone keep telling me wun solve the problem this way de, but yaaaa..at least i got to forget my probs for a while. better than nothing.

i think im quite packed this hols, so wan date me de ppl faster call me n tell me. HAHAHA. so bhb. hope going overseas leh, duno where but juz wan go overseas wif my family. so long nv go wif them le, they almost every year pang seh me go duno where, den come back sae v nice, v fun, food v nice, things v cheap. i so sad lor, stupid poly. haiz~

got tons of movies i wan to watch. wan go shopping but no money! so sadddd!! ='( ani kind soul out there wan help a poor old woman? donate money to me la. im 81 this year. hao xin you hao bao.

so sad leh, can only remember got a lot things to blog about but dun remember wad. hahaha! so dumb. k la, sooo er..think go look at stuff online. shopping. lao gong ar, help me pay ar. hahaha! muacks la..wo ai ni la..whoeva my lao gong is. hahahahaha! so lame, wadeva.

i not stupid 2 is cute. though i watch until cry like siao, but nice. farnie. cool man, so lame, wadeva.

~a whole new world~