fantasy

I suddenly had a fantasy. It was to fire everyone in my life and run away to start all over again. I have no money and no idea how and where to run, but among all the shit it just looks so appealing.

So what if running away doesn't solve anything? I just feel like I can't take it anymore. I don't know how much longer I can hold myself together. Everyone wants a piece of me. Yes it is as bad as it sounds. But I wish it was as easy as being ripped apart by wolves. Cause I'm suppose to be handing out these pieces of myself to all who asks for it. What's left for me?

And suddenly I feel like I need a doctor to look into my brain. I need someone to tell me what the hell is wrong with me.

I'm just so tired I want to run away. Alone.

~run away~

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iTouch

What does it mean to dream of a terrible snake, crocodiles and a gunman either trying to kill or killed people. Having all these dreams recently and they all mean terrible things don't they?

Sitting in this training that I wouldn't say is boring but pretty much waste of time. Just want to get out of here. Ok at least they're now playing some music. Carrying Andre around just makes me want to play music!

Oh yay! Found a cute Smurf game on iTouch! Hope that will keep me entertained.

~the bochap-ness irritates~

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