nonsense. loads of it. part 2

• y can someone in SO MANY WORDS mean nothing at all? how is that even possible? isnt language suppose to b a form of art? which artist draws something he/she dun believe in? i dun get it. how isit possible? even when writing music, can u write words u juz think fits?
• as time passes by, we have less to sae. n it only gets worse. its sad to look back at how much we had. although wad we hav now has a deeper meaning, does it mean we cant b like wad we were, wad we used to b? does it mean we dun hav fun animore?
• life is meaningless without tests, but it is also so without fun
• life all comes down to dreaming about everything n seeing the worse come to life because u dun dream like i do. but if u did, u'll nv smile again.
• its not a present if u had to b troubled over it. it can b a flower u picked on ur way here, as long as u were happy when u got it i will feel it too. that will b a present i wan to hav.

ALL I HAD FOR CHRISTMAS WAS YOOOOOU n some fatty buns with holes n 2 christmas eve dish we whipped up for my family. but u noe wad?! that was enuff. dat was all i needed.

~was a dancing monkey~

BLACK FOREST BAND

YESTERDAY, i did something meaninful wif my life. finally did something wif the 10yrs+ of skill i gained. i performed wif Black Forest Band at Leisure Mall Kallang. for those who duno yet, THEY ROCK. i love jamming wif them, n even during the gig, it was really an experience that canot b put into words. u can only be part of it to understand how WOW that feeling was. although the audience was quite small, but its a start.

My personal thanks giving day...

Thanks to Black Forest Band for giving me this chance i noe i said this a lot of times le. Thanks to Ernest, Adwin, Bal, Sky n of course Renny my dearest cuzzie encouraging me all the way n helping me out although u r so bz preparing for xams. Thanks to Mr Ang Chor korkor as well for encouraging me too. i think i shld treat u guys to some drinks. some kopitiam kopi lor. hahaha. well, dun think i've been up to ur expectations but i tried to do wad i can. i'll seriously miss jamming wif u guys. its fun while it lasted. HAHAHA. u guys rock!! thanx thanx =D

Thanks to my mama n bros for being there leaving my cuzzie's bdae early juz to watch me perform. You guys being there really meant a lot to me =)

Thanks to my honey bunny being at every single jamming session AND the performance no matter how late it lasted. muamuackx! wo ai ni.

Thanks to candy, evelyn, zhifeng, ricky for bothering to attend that short gig. i noe its far n at a deserted location. n thanx for the eeyore!!! ITS SO CUTE. hahaha. thanks.

so now that the gig is over, no im not more free than before. cuz now theres so damn many projs n CA to think about b4 hols. =(

im still sick. damn.

another piece of gd news! hmm. its almost a wk, but didnt hav time to update anitime earlier. haiz. so here it is..

started jazz piano during june, so its only been about 6mths. theres a total of 5 grades in jazz piano. but juz within these 6mths, im already taking grade 3. sadly xams is nx yr. arnd march? but how cool is dat?!?!?! WOOHOO!!! so i'll be finishing the whole 5grades in juz about 2 and a half years when its suppose 1yr per grade. hahaha. saved so much money! lalala.

one last thing. went shopping wif my mama 2dae! its a once in a purple moon thing. u noe, its not even a blue moon thing. cuz theres 25% discount for stan chart card holders. so my mama ask me if i wanted to go shopping. hahaha. so me n honey bunny went OG to meet her, omg i hav nothing to buy at OG. its all SOOOOOOOO not me. walked 2 levels n found 1 skirt. HAHAHA. dats it. so i remembered my mama always asking me not to buy cheap shoes. its not gd for our feet. so i went to look at ex shoes. since she only pays for my shopping once in a purple moon, she actually asked me to try this pair of heels that is $100++ bucks? i haven even picked out anithing yet. i tried. its comfy but very very plain. then i went looking arnd n found another pair of heels. its made of pure leather n its $100++ too. so i tried, its comfy too. n my mama juz bought it for me. n the v plain pair of heels for herself. as i am her daughter, we hav similar kind of feet. so wide n huge. HAHAHA so she said we can exchange our shoes to wear. lol. its quite formal lor. but its nice. my first pair of damn ex shoes. hahaha.

~so much luck juz fell on me, if only it will last forever..who doesnt?~