Broken Hearted Melody

prepare urselves for a long long post.

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i hav no idea y these daes, ppl r speaking to me in a kind of TONE. like, "u-better-do-this" tone, or "u-r-so-wrong" tone. all those kind of tones that r absolutely unneccessary when they occur, does nothing but pisses me off. n repeating ur plenty of nagccusations is, yes, going to make me listen cuz i hav no other choices n make me do wadeva crap shit in my ultra charcoal-black face. WADEVA MAKES U HAPPY. insensitive. GOSH.

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stupid left arrow is spoilt. n its irritating. WHY?! ok. fixed it. with quite a bit of force. poor lappy.

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thinking of so many things to do n not being able do them when i want to do them is. . .

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went to work. this aunty(another usher, lets call her J) talked to me in one of those TONE i mentioned. gosh. idiotic. yes its true they said no food or drinks allowed but most of the other ushers tot me, mineral water close one eye. ppl hav their needs rite. plain mineral water should b ok wad rite? she go in telling all those mineral water-thirsty people to go out n drink (1 mouthful of) mineral water n go back in. wadeva. cant stand ppl who cant just tell u things nicely. nag n nag n nag sae so loud. stupid idiot. n another one inside. talk to her like talk to wall. ER ER EH EH. if u duno can at least help me walkie J outside rite? patron standing there still ER ER EH EH while the show is in progress. or just sae, i duno u go ask outside ppl. sae something la! GOSH. den still dare give me stupid face. idiot. so i juz marched outside. kena nagged by that J. ANGRY ANGRY ANGRY. duno how to SAE things ar. muz use that kind of TONE. idiot. IDIOT.

wizard of oz is oh my goddess. . .!!! its in chinese. lets just sae i rather watch jack n the bean sprout's irritating bird scene n irritating cockroach scene over wizard of oz anitime, anydae. yeah. their songs r so robotic, n is there suppose to b a tune to the songs? cuz im not hearing any. they're songs r like saying words /reading lyrics in a half robotic way la. mayb its all just so out of tune or wadeva i duno. yes their children, i've heard children sing much better than them so many times, so mayb its the song??? its just, yucks. "wo yao yi ge xin, yi ge peng peng peng peng de xin" (just sae it in a robotic way, n TADA! u've just sang a line from one of the songs in the show) give them some credit though, their chinese is quite accurate. YA.

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finally had a decent outing wif honey bunny. went to watch charlotte's web, went THE empire. MY empire. full of sweets n chocolates. its MINE. forgot wad i for lunch, but had nice dinner at ikea. meatballs n chicken wings. its the 3rd time im eating the same thing this wk. but it was nice wif honey bunny. went walking around, was called to buy stuffs for home. n everything after dat was nasty so shall just leave it as this.

i duno if its bad if i wan my honey to be here everytime. esp when its a day a little different from the others. just simple things like swimming? clubbing, pubbing, partying, piano concert, etc. hate thinking of it but cant stop cuz its all the activities happening these daes.

choices, its all about choices.

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read chrismas prezzie honey gave to me within 1 dae. tuesdaes wif morrie. who doesnt wan to live like wad morrie saes we should live. happy. towards things we WANT to do. dun care so much bout materialistic things cuz we cant bring them wif us after we die. its so true, we all noe it, but yet, its part of surviving. yeah mayb someone loves music. look at the pathetic music industry, just specializing in 1 job in the music industry is not going to get u a pay enuff to support a family. in the book it saes, family is important. so wad most ppl have to do is to exchange their own happiness for their family, which can in turn bring happiness. but these 2 happiness is different. if we wan to b happy wif wad we r doing, we may havta sacrifice our family. how many of us r truely happy wif wad we r, wad we hav, in general happy wif our life, n hav family members who can sae the same? we cant only think for ourselves rite?

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stupid left arrow is broken again. something is very wrong wif it n i duno y. how i wish restarting the com can fix this. but NO. haiz~

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wanted to go clubbing ytd nite. wore my work clothes. imagine how super out of place i look. look around n i'll look like some backstage crew person. all black. DXO had some party thingy so we couldn't go in, so we went pubbing instead. went cafe iguana at clarke quay. i like the ambience, didnt smell smoke - cigarette, that is. (an EXCELLENT point of the place). *claps for cafe iguana* or mayb i was just lucky. but aniwaes. drinks. definately. lets see. keep in mind most of the drinks r shared, by 4 persons.

1. super large glass of magaritas. -> shared, of course. u'll drown drinking the whole thing urself.

2. some cocktails, candy had something like jolly shandy, beer plus lime, but wif salt n lime wedge at the edge of the glass. sy had this creme thingy, tasted a bit like white russian. i had this so super common thing that tasted like chivas wif coke. its tequila yeah. its a boring drink already. so i was going "u taste so boring! y cant u taste like something else??!!" to the drink. its nothing special mah! tsk. wanted to taste special things la. -> shared a little. in the end candy n i compete the remaining half the glass, see who can finish their drink first. we both finished it at the same time.

3. sweet shots.
- mars bar blended wif vodka? no idea wad alcohol they added inside. didnt really pay attention.
- mars bar wif mint (this was mine)
- mars bar wif orange (candy's)
a normal shot called mexican flag. jy had this. he said its very "la" spicy? hot? duno. should try dat nx time. it looked pretty. hahaha.
and we drank it as a shot. 1 gulp. not up to my expectations i say. hmmm.

4. another magarita, in a normal glass. tasted weird though. hmmm.

5. had these sample shots. in mini wine glasses. 3 of them. tequila in wood, n the difference between them is how long they hav been soaked in wood. or how long wood hav been soaked in them. or wadeva. its just wood n tequila. sadly i only got to drink the normal tequila. soaked for 1 dae? shall go back for dat again. should drink all 3. cuz 1 of them really had this woody smell to it. its nice. but duno who drank it. hahaha.

6. n YES! we had popper. their version of tequila slammer, more widely known as tequila pop. its NICE!! impressive. the nicest drink i had the whole dae. also the last drink we had i think?

mostly its just me n candy picking the drinks cuz jy n sy had a little bit of problem. they were drunk to a different level. hahaha! jy looked horrible. drink somemore la. drink on empty stomach. tsktsktsk. but ok la. sy still can walk can talk rubbish can luff she just saw circles. at least dats wad she said. the drinks were half price cuz it was happy hour! hahaha! spent 25bucks for those things i drank. my share i mean. we sorta split the cost a little here n there. dats y i prefer pubbing. no entrance fee, n u get to drink more. hahaha!

so after drinking we had to bring jy for food. so we cabbed to eat bah kut teh at havelock road. not bad leh. nice food.

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went swimming at the civil servant's club ytd morning actually. im a submember! so its sorta my club too. hahaha. sun burn. n now my skin is all dry. but its fun!! no crowd. had the place almost to ourselves. they had wave pool, lazy river, slides, something like miniature version of the jurong place. sadly they're opening it up to the public. NOO! cuz dat means more people. haiz~ they hav a bowling alley, pool, spa! shall try dat one dae. hahaha! like that place. its nice.

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above events r not in sequence. and its all yesterday's events. correct sequence is: swimming, working, pubbing. just typed wad comes in mind first lor. dats all.

~dependent? or independent?~

Where's ur christmas spirit?

Its been 9days 6hrs 40mins 10secs since im gone.

2dae is the last dae im working for this Jack and the Bean-Sprout show. Yes its nice but after watching it like 14? 15 times? Err, its not as good animore ya. Some parts do get very sickening just after watching it a few times let alone 15 times. thou sometimes, some patrons do make the show damn interesting by giving crazy comments, unexpected answers n those actors making mistakes n stuffs. sometimes they end up luffing la. its so farnie. hahaha! awww. i guess i'll miss this show man.

nx show on the list. wizard of oz and forbidden chestnuts. or nut. wadeva. its farnie show again. hahaha. for a moment i tot jonathan lim(acting in forbidden chestnuts) is the tai long guy(jonathan lum) in jack and the bean sprout. dun kill me ar. ppl big shot ar. director sia. heh heh. i think they dress the tai long very well in the show. he looks nice.

YES. new room is up n running le. not fully packed though. THANX TO MY HONEY BUNNY, who helped to paint, fix the bed, fix the wardrobes, fix the table, move the stuffs, pack the stuffs, n give me hug n kiss. (yes its in singular for a purpose, cuz theres too little. . .EHEM. . .yaya dont u think i deserve more kisses? HAHA) its 12.24am. theres some mad man singing so damn loudly n its half out of tune. n his not singing actually, his more of, shouting the song. "ITS ONLY WORDS..." OH MY GODDESS!! dun tell me his actually serenading his gf or wife or wife-to-be or something under her window. oh my goddess, so "romeo n juliet" style. HAHA.

my room now has this 2 colours. n my room, is perfect for display at ikea. cuz the 2 colours r yellow n blue, n 80% of the furniture in my room is from ikea. not bad ar. hahaha. ok so now im left wif packing the whole shelf, n stuffing in my clothes into the wardrobe. n piling up stuffs on my table again. and FINALLY. start doing something, ANYTHING related to school. like projs or something. im WAY behind everything, loads of catching up to do, loads of projs n stuffs. i am surprised they call this a holiday. its just an extended period of pain n torture. CRUEL.

driving is oooook la. juz really really slow only. like way behind my honey. nono. slow not the speed slow. my speed is fast de trust me. cuz my instructor always sae "eh speed limit ar". 50km i drive 70km. 60km i drive 70km. 70km i drive 70km. HAHA. lucky nv go highway. if not i sure hog the road. ppl 80++ i 70km only. okok. enuff. driving becoming so boring liao le. haiz~ juz wan to faster finish it n faster take n pass test n faster get licence.

found new show, only uploaded 6 eps. i think theres 13 in total. finished all this morning. its NICE! Daybreak. can watch. where did my prison break go!??! WHY hav they stopped uploading it? haiz~ sad case.

ok. tired le. tired le. ya. i gotta go ya?

~Preserve urself? Like GIAM CAI? ACHAR? KIMCHI?~

Singapore Dreaming

ah ha. candy is blogging. gave me the idea to blog too rather than sit there do nothing here the teacher talk bout disney land. hahaha. aniwaes. haven blogged for daes as u can see. i've been terribly bz wif work n sch n stuffs. so tiring! BUT. i LOVE my job. its fantastic. watched jack n the bean sprout so many times n not sick of it yet. hahaha. working again later.

work give me more money. wan to go somewhere wif my honey bunny lor. like overseas or something.

oo!! finally. my parents thinking of refurnishing my room. i am so going to paint 1 side of my wall bright yellow. HAHAHA. but hav no idea wad to paint the other 3 walls. going to hav a new mattress tml! YES. finally not sharing bed wif dust mites. new wardrobes new shelves MAYB new table. am hoping for 1. i think my current mattress n wardrobe is like, at least 10 years old. cuz i can remember slping on that mattress since pri 1 la. omg. tsktsktsk. sound like im some ah po living on the streets not enuff money to buy proper mattress liddat. so excited! i wan to faster get my new wardrobe. cuz now sharing 1 wif my didi. n his clothes r more than mine la. n our clothes r squashed 2gether. so pathetic. ARGH. nx im going to buy NEW CLOTHES. how can my didi hav more clothes than me. HOW??? he gets clothes for his bdae n stuffs n he always wears only the same thing over n over again. gawdd. [*music swells* How did my life become so sad? When did my luck become so bad? I have been good and I have been strong. Why has it all gone wrong. Everyday on my knees I pray. So how come I am still so suay. *music fades*] rest of lyrics dun fit me. something bout not being a wife in ur nx life n stuffs. that song is from Jack & the Bean-Sprout! so nice rite. hahaha.

okok. blog till here. duno wad teacher talking bout. he sure to ask me thing later. sure canot answer. as usual. so. tatas!

~The Pai Mia Song~

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Its been so many daes since i last blogged! Time passes SO fast. Let me see what i've been doing the past few days. *opens Executive Planner 2006*. Hmmm. I see. Driving, piano lesson, ITP talk, Final Theory Test(I PASSED!! LALALA!! dun need to study de la so easy! HAHAHA!! =P), work, driving, work, work, school, programming, school, and YES finally we arrive at 5th Dec. Today!

Just finished chores. Oh, the maid was sent home. So, now, i have to do the housework too. ARGH! Hang the laundry, sweep the floor, blah blah blah blah blah blah. Made tang yuan. Didnt realise its actually so difficult to make. Loads and loads of kneeding. Felt like i just did some exercise. Guess im just getting old.

Work is SOOOO FUN!! Omg, this is sure to be my favourite job in my whole entire life. No job can ever be as fun as this. Ushering! Yeah. BORING?! Why you say i siao? OI. Civilised people goes there ok, we get to usher civilised people ok. Mrs Nathan went to watch the show too lor! Said i'll talk about the show if its nice right. ITS SO NICE!! SO CUTE!! Jack and the Bean Sprout. Its very very Singaporean. All the Singlish, and the Hokkien, Malay, etc. You should know la hor. Should watch!! Its really really funny. Enjoyable show.

But, every good production will have critics also rite. In the newspaper ads, they said its suitable for the whole family to watch it together. I sort of disagree. Its more for adults, too many "wa lau", "wa kao", "wa piang", and some language i do not wish my own kids will learn at least not when their below 6? 8? 10? 12? Its also in Singlish most of the time, i dont want my kids to speak like that(pure Singlish), at least be able to swith between Singlish and perfect English. Overall, its still a pretty awesome show. I LOVE THE HARP! HARPY HARP HARP! Its so adorable!! "Touch me?" Its still on and im working this weekend. GO WATCH IT!!

The best seats in the house got to be at circle 1. Not too high up till its not very nice cuz you'll be sorta looking at more of their heads, not too low till you havta crane your necks just to get a better view. Just right.

Now projects are starting to pile up, which means im going to get even busier. At least the hols are coming soon! Next wk is the last wk, then i get 3 wks of hols. Its good, and bad. Cuz this means end of year exams are coming. HAIZ~

Looking forward to working again. I've watch the show 3 times and im still not sick of it yet. Just that the songs can get kinda sticky inside my head. And it can be sorta irritating. Awww honey bunny, poor you havta suffer the most. Cuz you'll be the only one hearing the songs that are stuck in my head. OVER and OVER and OVER and OVER and OVER again and again and again. HAHAHA! Muamuackx!

Argh, driving tomorrow. THE HORROR.

YES! Dexter is BACK! 2 epis. EXCELLENT. Now, where is PRISON BREAK!!!???

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