unintended

Dear emo sai day. Please make things easier for me. Glad I have my kids. They give me high blood pressure but they can take away the pain for a moment.

You could be my unintended. Choice to live my life extended. You could be the one I'll always love. I'll be there as soon as can. But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before.

~harder to breathe~

想念是会呼吸的痛

Long time since the last time I didn't give in to the monthly fluctuations of hormones.

The monthly issue always made me crazy. Made me want to cry when I think..

I'm surprised, I thought finally this time it'll come and go and I'm going to just be me.

I'm wrong.

Great. No, everything is not ok. If this is how you imagine it'd be, you've got it.

Here's me being ridiculous. This goldfish got to last the whole day tomorrow. 10am to gawd knows what time. It's a freakishly long day tomorrow.

I need to get to bed don't I.

~找不到一首能唱出心理的痛，只能和泪水等待明天，也许明天会更好~