tomorrow tomorrow!

Finally making my first trip to my favourite spot to mug. Exam is in 3 weeks time. Just nice 1 module per week. Ya as if that is ever going to happen.

This guy keeps looking at me whenever I look up from my phone. I feel like I'm over-dressed. Hahaha! But all I'm wearing is a dress flipflops and carrying an oversized bag. Okok I know theres two super obvious red spots on my face. Damn pimples.

Can't wait for tomorrow! Going to have an awesome day with my awesome sweetie! And I'm going to be wearing my latest creation. Who cares if I'm going to work. Too bad if they decide to fire me over my creativity. Music IS after all about being creative isn't it? Excuses. Lols! Yay! Happy! =D Happy 2years 2months my love!

Ok chunz this post is not me being emo. Hahaha! Just bored. Lalala.

~undead My blog~

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panic stricken

Children's Day is coming! Don't know what to get for all my kids. Hmm.

Felt like I hardly slept today. Had to drag myself out of bed. This Princess was so noisy! Kept barking. No idea what she was barking at. Must remember to buy her food today!

Sleepy. How to last through today? Sigh!

Oh I'm on the same bus I took just know. Lols! So it takes about an hour for the bus to come all the way back.

Ok yes I'm very bored. Blogging about random nonsense. Partially also cause I feel like I have a fish bowl cupped over my head.

Had nice Thai food yesterday with my babie! The Pad Thai and Thai Ice Tea is the closest to what I tasted in Thailand. =) I love Thai Ice Tea!!! Something about the tea leaves they use. Yummie!

Also did some shopping. How is it that my retail therapy session only had me bringing one new pair of heels home? Sigh.. I should have gotten the bag as well! Or bags. And shoes. And clothes. Oh wait! I did buy 2 spags! Lols! Ok not that bad after all I guess? =/

Moremoremore! More retail therapy!

Exams are coming, exams are coming, kill me now!

~final sprint~

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hate feeling like an emo shit

I like to feel needed. I hate to feel needy. It sux to the core I feel like shit just cause I haven't seen you for a while. I hate feeling like this. Emo shit. So angry!!!

Words. The same words coming from different people can be a great difference. Cause in the end of the day, some are nothing but words, while some ends up being imprinted permanently.

Hungry. My stomach is growling when I'm in bed. Sigh.. Dinner was good though! Didi cooked Salmon brown rice!

Ok. I should sleep now.

Sweet. As long as I don't go crazy. This is an example of words.

~what Is wrong???~

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bored in lecture

Suddenly afraid that I might have spammed your life. LOLS. HILARIOUS.

More options in life doesn't make it better. Not when all options look almost as good as each other. All has its ups and downs. Sometimes I just wish someone can make some options so I don't have to make them all.

Saw nice pair of heels today before I dragged myself away from the shelves of shoes at New Look. Want to buy shoes!

I'm crazily bored, blogging in lecture. =( So bored with everything in life. So sad!

~the sad truth~

just another =(

Feels like crying cause my sweetie is hurt and I'm not there. And whats with the stupid headache the whole day? Barely there but still irritating.

Just feel so =( today. No mood to do anything. Thinking of flying someone's aeroplane to run to my babie's side.

I guess, I need him more than he needs me now. Hahaha. Irony.

~just Cause u cant see it, doesnt mean its not there~

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longing feeling

I had crab for dinner tonight. 1 whole flower crab to myself! I prefer the usual kind though. Sri Lankan crab is that what its called? No idea. Hahaha.

Feel like I can't fall asleep. I didn't have any coffee or tea, just a nice Ice Blended Banana Chocolate from Coffee Bean. Not bad! Still.. Feels like something is wrong.

Hate that exams are coming. Sigh!

And all the good shows new seasons are starting now. And I discovered a new place to watch shows. And I'm hooked on a new show. Everytime I screw myself over. Kill me please.

Meeting client at faraway place later! Gawd. Why?? People I'm meeting keep dragging the meetups closer and closer to my exam dates. I'm not that free people!

Boston? Sigh.. My greatest fear is........ Redundant? Ridiculous? Dumb? Atrocious?

Stressed.

~that Longing feeling~

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plus one

The Experiment feels so unfinished. Hmm. Don't know why.

Finishing up (hopefully) today's movie marathon with:
The Joneses

No idea what this movie is about. Want some comedy in my life.

~+~

love lollipop love popsicle

Today's movie list consists of:
1) The Crazies
2) Ice Age 3
3) The Experiment

Alright, going to be proof reading my group project while watching the third movie! Has my favourite actor! The lead guy from The Pianist. It's a very good movie too. Watched it a few times.

Icecream outing has been postponed to tomorrow. Tomorrow's going to be such a fun day! No work! Student cancelled on me again! But just nice, gave me more time to celebrate Suri's birthday! Yay! Which means no movie day tomorrow.

Stuck. Don't know what to do for the two other new tops I bought. Not sure where to start cutting from. Sigh! Not creative.

~itchy!~ 

moooovieeesss!

I watched so many movies today couldn't even remember what I've watched. Had to look through my history to see what I've watched. LOLS. Achievement! Hahaha! PLUS I've finished my part!

1) Twelve
2) Frozen
3) The Girl Next Door
4) Case 39
5) The Other Guys
6) The Last Exorcism
7) Held Hostage

I have a date with a handsome sweetie tomorrow. We're going to have icecream! Yay! Celebrate end of all my projects! Last project ever!

~chair potato, no couch =(~

someone else inside?

So inspired to workout. Really miss the times when I was more disciplined. Hahaha! That was over a year ago. =x

Wish I could get my tongue pierced, get a Monroe piercing, belly piercing (provided I have a hot babe figure) and a tattoo(s). Too bad society judge people by their appearances. Just cause I get all those done doesn't mean I can't teach as well as I do now. Not saying that I'm good, just trying to point out I don't become dumber after those minor modifications. Oh! And highlight my hair with streaks of hot pink! Bleached of course! To make it REALLY stand out. Or red would be lovely too! I recently saw this really nice piercing that's done on the wrist. So pretty... If only!

I really need to go to sleep now. Despite my brain going at thousands of miles per hour. Need to be up early. Plus tomorrow's going to be a long day. I want to go jogging!

Sometimes I feel like I'm really another person inside. At least physically I don't want to look so plain. Who knows? I may be a gothic chick. HAHAHAHA. Who likes red and pink. HAHAHAHAHA. Nuts.

~long List of desires~

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pissed

Your ignorance caused me to be late. My whole friggin day is packed back to back. I already woke up at 7 to finish up some stuff and the stupid computer and printer already gave me enough problems. You idiot! Such a big ass. Is copy and pasting such a hard job for you? You can't even make a few clicks to finish up a project. Yes my part was submitted late but you could have at least replied to the damn email! At least tell me you didn't want to do it or it wasn't your role. I only sent it to you with much doubts cause someone else told me to send it to you. I should have known I can't trust you. Can't even reply to a simple email. Big deal you running your own friggin business, YOU get to pick your own friggin time while I don't! My schedule is fixed and I can't change it!

~ass!~

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it's an obsession

Love my new top! Now I'm obsessed! Can't stop thinking of the gazillion possibilities! So happy I found a new pattern before bed. My projects are suffering. And the group lesson for my kids, it's going to be pretty bad I guess.

Imagine me end up making it big as a designer. Totally LOLS!

Love my sweetie with his new look... Love it!

~never ending changes~

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it's a first!

Excited! 1st time wearing my 1st ever self altered or rather, circumcised top! Lols! Ok maybe not circumsized like Adam Saak does, he's a professional. I'm just bored. Lols! Yay! Happy!

~worthwhile~

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aching all over. shiok!

So much to do! And I'm more efficient after midnight. I wonder why. With just 3 more things to go.. 2 by Sat, and last one by Mon, I think I'm in quite some deep shit. Hahaha!

On the other hand, I've watched a whole bunch of movies. Interesting ones, really lousy ones, funny ones, tried to watch horror but really failed to scare me much. If I can open my eyes throughout the horror movie, it's pretty much a fail so much so it should stop calling itself 'horror' n start calling itself something else.

Am on my way now to meet my sweetie, pick out a hair colour for him. Maybe something along the lines of hot pink or baby blue after intensive bleaching. Lols! Going to help him with the dying of hair!

Feel like I've been over-eating these few days. Terrible.

Sleepy already.

~need Time and to be unsleepy~

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5am woes

Why am I awake at this ungodly hour? Hello..! Go back to sleep! Madness. I can't sleep. At 5am. -_-" Great...

~sensitivities~

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little red heart

Bored in class. Brought a red pen and an eraser instead of a pencil. Just because they looked the same and I didn't bother to check. =/

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excited! so so excited!

Found a new exciting project! Can't wait to get home to try it! =D I'm so excited! I want to go home now! Actually didn't even want to leave home. Hahaha!

Let's hope I'm somewhat talented in circumcision. No that's not a typo and I'm not kidding! And NO it's not anyone's you know where. I'll post pictures IF I succeed! =D

~crosses fingers and toes~

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palpitations

Just ate a McSpicy, some fries, a bowl of bee hoon and a cup of coke. And that was more food than I had for the whole of yesterday. The best part? I'm meeting Boonz for dinner at McDs as well. I think my heart can't take it. Feel like I'm having heart palpitations now. Sudden intake of large amount of food caused my heart to panic. Hahaha!

Watching Sweet November on YouTube! If only all movies were available on YouTube. It loads so much faster! I don't even mind it being in parts. Hahaha. In some ways it is better that way.

Take time to realize,
That your warmth is. Crashing down on in.
Take time to realize,
That I am on your side
Didn't I, Didn't I tell you.

But I can't spell it out for you,
No it's never gonna be that simple
No I cant spell it out for you


Nice song! I love Colbie Caillat's voice. 


Really wish I could sing. And play jazz. 

~realize my dreams~

i figured it out

Sometimes I feel, all I ask for is a simple, comfortable life where everyone around me is free and happy. But why is that so difficult to achieve?

男人有钱会变坏。女人变坏才有钱。How true is this? Sigh! Some facts of life is just depressing. Hahaha. Though I hate being average or worse in so many things, but in future that's all I'm asking for. No one to suffer, no financial problems. Just a happy loving family.

I'll just hope and wish for a better future because apparently, women are not suppose to be the ones with all the long term planning and goals. They're suppose to be small and insignificant and taken care off by their men. Women are suppose to take care of the house and family.

What a load of bullshit. But despite what people kept assuming that society has changed, theoretically it's suppose to be equal or so they say. In reality, so many are still partially stuck in that old fashion thinking. Both men and women! Though it is sweet, when men thinks that women don't have to worry because he will take care of her.

However, men all dream of super hot and pretty ultra super mums who can work all day and do chores all night including cooking up an excellent 10 course dinner and still have the energy to be mad wild in the bedroom afters.

I wish I could be that ultra super (inhuman) mum. Because really, average is never good enough. I can only dream. Too bad I'm only human!

Hate society. If whoever up there was so great, why the hell didn't he made mankind have the common sense of treating everyone as equals? Sexist bastard or bitch or both. As if he or she came out of nowhere. His or her mum must be ashamed. Or probably she didn't teach him or her well. Or goodness me! Mummy issues my dear?

Oh Chunz, you're wrong. Who said I won't type long posts using my phone? Less distractions = more (possibly trash) thoughts. Hahaha!

~used~

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haven't been shopping with a girl for SO long. hahahaha!

I think I'm attaining the state of goddess-ness. I haven't eaten anything the whole day and I'm still not hungry. All I had was Vitasoy, green tea and Koi. The only "solid" food so far are the pearls in Koi. Hahaha! So I'm only running on sugar. Haven't felt hungry at all. When a foodie is not hungry, something is very wrong. I don't know what is wrong but I as hell am feeling the effects. So lethargic and suddenly, weak. Oh well.

Had a nice shopping day today! So fun to be out with Kai Li. LOLS. So much to talk about. Don't even remember what we were talking about. Did manicure, but it was really bad. Looks like some kid painted my nails. Will remove it soon. Also didn't expect it to be as pink. Wanted something a little more subtle. Super lousy manicurist. Still asked me to get the package. Crazy. You did such a terrible job! What's the point of me getting a package? So you can destroy my nails more often..? What's more this is only my 3rd time in my life doing manicures. And I've only done express. This is the WORST job I've seen. Even I can do it a little better myself. I think. HAHAHA. But their threading is not bad. They should stick to something they're good at. They call themselves the "eyebrow specialists" anyway.

Bought a new mask from Skin Food! Shall go and do it later =) Also got the night cream for troubled skin. I think it's a good combination. Becoming more and more of a fan of Skin Food products!

Thinking of getting the membership. But it's $150 purchase within 3 months. LOLS again.

It's good to have friends around sometimes. Gets my mind off things! =)

~<3 cacao berry from koi!~

thought we said goodbye last night

Dying from pretence. Bursting at the seams. Overly inflated. Can't breathe no more. I'm being sadistic. Lucky I'm not an elephant. Else I would have died. Or maybe not. Hahaha!

Just some usual jibberish. Late for school as usual.

Need to run off all these crap.

~oh Well~

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marina barrage

At Marina Barrage with my babie. Long time since I've been here! They turned off all the water features =(. Suddenly I'm sitting in silence. Wish I could lie down instead. That'll be nice!

So much on my mind right now. Hahaha! Feel like some weird crazy emo kid sitting alone. Thank goodness for blogs!

Wanted to upload a picture of what I'm looking at. But can't seem to capture anything nice.

Another long day tomorrow! Another off day from work. Tue is an off day as well. Loads to get done. *sigh!*

Words will be words. You've got to prove your sincerity.

~manicure!~

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home on an off day. a weekend. nuts

Long legged spider scared me while I was showering. Yucks!

Sleeping at 5am is detrimental to the health of my skin! My poor skin was getting better until I decided to rush through my project. And sadly, I'm not done with it. 1/4 more to go.

Wanted to go to the zoo today, but check out the weather. It's as moody as my default face. Hahaha! Then I thought, could go for a walk at Botanical Gardens! And I realise, I'll be facing the same problem. So I continued with my work.

Its a Sunday. I'm not working. And I'm home. Wow.. But ok at least I'm going to be out for dinner!

Oh! And I've never slept past 12pm. Today's a first. Hahaha! But feels like I slept half the day away =( Sigh..

Ok! Time to prepare to get out of the house!

~loves Essentials Hair Mask!~

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finished 1/4 of proj

Me haz a super humongous pack of Nougats! Me love my nomnoms! =D

Yes I do realise I'm over blogging. Who cares? LOLS.

~exploding but still snacking~ 

i'm HOME on a SATURDAY

My student gave me something really sweet! Wrote me a letter and the contents make me feel like maybe I'm a good teacher. Hahaha! My students love me! I love them too! =) Happy!

Dinner was great! So damn full now! Now for the dessert. Oh I bought $50+ worth of junk food! SO happy!!

Food! =D

Sleepy =(

Oh WOW! This new Korean coffee that comes in really cute bottles is actually very yummie! Binggrae's a cafe la - Caramel Macchiato. Is good.

~auto pilot~

human food has arrived!

Came home to an empty house. With nothing to eat. Having cereal for brunch. =( I'm really hungry..

Whatever gave my papa the idea my mama was paying for my phone bills? I've been paying it myself for years. Looks like they really don't know anything about me. Even when my schedule has been fixed a certain way for so damn long, I always end up being questioned why I suddenly arranged it this way.

I know you people don't need me, don't want me, then stop setting standards on my life. Just let me screw it up. Why does it matter to you? Because by default its suppose to matter?

You know what? Forget it. I don't want to care so much either.

My legs are refusing to move properly after all that walk yesterday. I realized the 30mins walk to my student's place from the nearest bus stop is as good as walking 2/3 of the journey from my house to the nearest MRT station. It's a weekly exercise. How long would it take to help me slim down? LOLS.

Thinking of taking up kick boxing. Or aerobics! Wonder what my schedule will be like after exams.

~i do have plenty of time yes?~

nothing better to do

This is becoming more like hourly log entries than a simple blog. Yes I've got nothing better to do how can you blame me?

Just done teaching my cute student. Going home for lunch and going to work again. Then go home to enjoy my project. =)

I wish I was special. So fking special.
But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here, I don't belong here.

...I Wanna have control.
I want a perfect body, I want a perfect soul.
I want you to notice when I'm not around.
So fking special. I wish I was special.

Finally added in new songs on my iTouch. Miss all these older songs. So nice!

Why is there always insects on board 163? This time its a friggin bee. Gawd..

~whatever Makes u happy, whatever u want~

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with all smiles

What a night of 'I thought I was doing ok but actually I was doing it all wrong'. But that's where the word 'changes' came from. Seriously! The irony! My project is on change management. To put into practice what I've learnt despite having done it all wrong, I can do this the hard way or the easy way.

To keep complaining but forced to move on, or voluntarily move on. It can be stress free and all smiles.

So I'm looking forward to redoing the whole project. The whole damn thing. Ain't it going to be an exciting weekend! So glad I get to end work earlier tonight. Someone must have been looking out for me.

Oh loves gentlemen. He saw me and let me pass. Not a typical Singaporean. =)

I love blogging on the go. Hahaha! Good news: I get to blog when I'm bored now! Bad news: much more crap for (non-existent) readers. Not such a bad news then.. Lols!

*inserts Spongebob Sqarepants pic*

~managing change~

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blogger-droid!

Oh I found a blogger app! That means I can now blog on the go! How come I didn't think of this earlier. Hahaha!

Oh well! Time to get up and prepare for work. It's a long day ahead.

~the sun's gonna shine~

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sing it!

Different kind of productivity!

Meeting Kai Li for Mac breakfast later! In another 7+ hours time. Glad I found someone to talk to!

It's odd the number of compliments I've been getting these days. Really weird. Also really weird people suddenly noticed my personal message. It's been there for a year at least!

Is it right that I feel kinda emotionally under the weather? I realise I've been working and studying ever since my 3rd year in poly. Or was it 2nd? Back then that job was much easier. Flexible even. Can't wait for this weekend. I'm yearning for a break.

Anticipating tomorrow's breakfast.
Students' good results! It better be good. =X
My pay(s).
KL trip. (If that even happens)
Graduation.
NZ trip. (To go there, enjoy, and COME BACK.)
Taiwan trip. (If that even happens too)
Doing myself proud. (Which leads to a whole new list of things I wish to accomplish before I die. LOLS.)

It's time for bed! I am going to wake up to a good morning! I'm demanding for a good morning and a good rest of the day, week, month, year, life. Aren't we all?

~ME = 3 words: sad, fat and ugly~